HOW YOU DOIN

I wouldn't wish insomnia on anyone ;_;

I wouldn't wish insomnia on anyone ;_;

I'll read you a bed time story ;_;

I'm really concerned that I don't have enough money to do a Christmas this year. Some close family members have told me it's alright if I can't, but I'd still feel terrible to receive but not give on Christmas.

I know exactly how you feel, it's the same here. *hugs*
I even feel terrible, if I can't help or do anything. Or not buying gifts for family members I like. I was really happy, that I could give my brother at least 5€ for christmas, I know it's not much, but it showed at least, that I really like him and want the best for him. He was also happy, which made me even more happy. /)

We're going to have the whole family over (including Malson) and await my sister and her two kids to open presents. It was pretty fun to watch my family pick out presents for Malson. They had to rely almost completely on his wishlist to know what to get him. It's hard to pick presents for the people that say "just get me anything ".

It's strange to say, even I'm really old and way out of the age, to believe in all that christmas stuff. But I really enjoyed it every year. My family stopped doing it, they never get together to eat or open presents. They all only give the presents direct, without any gift unwrapping and stuff. Kinda makes me sad, even I should be more grown up. (\s/)

For personal christmas day, I could say it gives as usual potato salad with swollen sausages (hope I got that right, I'm so terrible at translating some stuff ).
For my own behaviour, not sure how I am. Something in between good and terrible...
Kinda weird, I guess I could describe it best as a happy emo.

Family came over. Fun was had. We watched A Christmas Story. We had dinner.
Then we watched the rest of A Christmas Story, because we ate while it was playing.
Then a random cat appeared at our backdoor meowing like crazy. It sounded like a kitten. We gave it some food and made a place for it to sleep if it can't find anywhere else.
I named it Calcifer.

Then a random cat appeared at our backdoor meowing like crazy. It sounded like a kitten. We gave it some food and made a place for it to sleep if it can't find anywhere else.
I named it Calcifer.

;_; !!!!! Is Calcifer still around? You should adopt him/her <3

Not since the 25th.
I would have totally, if we didn't already have 4,000 cats.

Boe:

I don't really feel like making a new thread, so I'll use this one. Sorry for not being around so much these past couple of days; the art projects are the real spare time killers. I've got a major one due Wednesday and I'm maybe 30% done with it, after working on the first part for days now.


Seriously, how are you guys doin'? The forums seem kind lonely.

im ded

o no

the irc feels empty

):

sometimes

I feel alone

damn did someone die ??

was it Roph...?



please don't tell me it was Roph ;_;

It was Roph

It was Roph

Noooo!! I said don't tell me it was Roph !!

You should have just hid the body and not told me  !!!

Sorry I forgot

Roph is dead by the way

trop post 2 b saf

Hi I didn't die I'm just busy all the time because I'm an adult now I guess 

Hi I didn't die I'm just busy all the time because I'm an adult now I guess 

Me 2 ;_;


A good chunk of my time has actually been going towards college planning, too. I've sent over my transcript and paperwork to UTD, so come this fall, I'll officially be in a University. After that, I intend to crunch out the rest of my schooling and secure a Bachelor's in Arts & Tech (which can essentially range anywhere from design to forms of programming - hopefully more on the design side, for my sake ). It's basically a degree for game-design-related stuff, but it can be used to enter some pretty neat fields, including web design. I took a look around on search engines and there's a lot of different jobs that could easily consider this degree because of its flexibility. If I still want to get into the teaching field, I could probably even wriggle my way into an art teaching position from there. This is something related to my strengths (art), blended with something more in demand (tech). I'm pretty content with that. B)

At best, it'll take 1 1/2 years. This process keeps demanding a lot of time and research - not to mention many visits to the counselors' office to make sure I'm doing everything right. Which didn't really help because one of the advisers basically sent me to contact someone else who was not helpful at all and now my paperwork is all backwards gaaaaaaah.

I intend to squeeze in full-time classes this time around, especially now that I'm working at a place that pays me more and has me work less hours. The class times seem manageable, but I'm a bit concerned about what the homework schedule is going to look like when I take a full course load of classes.

Adult life sucks.

Adult life sucks.

Not all the time.



Granted these exclude a heck of a lot of tears and unhappy times.

But being an adult isn't too crappy all the time.

Now to pay bills...

da cute babies do make everything better, don't they? ;~;

Cute babies are definitely a perk.

Unfortunately they can be cute AND cry and scream so, you know.

Adult life. ;-)

Unfortunately they can be cute AND cry and scream so, you know.

I know... ;~; minus the baby part (my baby nephew is actually pretty well behaved already). Working with kiddos reminds me every day that I'm an adult. I start to feel old when they're amazed that I'm not married, a mother, or that I was alive for 9/11.

bluntswag will you have a babby with me we can name it teddy