ok here is one of my confessions when i was like 10 or 11 some kid tried to touch me while i was changing in a pools locker room (hmm figure out where) and my natural reaction was to take the hand he tried to touch me with and slam it in a locker door,
in this it removed 4 of his fingers and the tip of his thumb, there was blood everywhere, people ran screaming, the kids parents dropped all charges for i don't know what reason
looking back at it, i have become even more corrupt and twisted with age, but those are all standards of viewpoint