Am I going to jail? [Resolved]

So I got an account on an adult website for "people like me". And I ended up doing some AIM related stuff with someone who is NOT a minor, even though I am. We didn't cyber or do anything sexual or anything like that. I just typed some slightly suggestive stuff while pretending to be a girl.

Yes. That's right. As predicted, my high libido is about to send me straight to hell. You guys were right. And now I don't know how to save myself.

If caught, will I get in trouble or will the other person?
Either way, I'm going to end up in trouble, or in jail. If it's jail, I'll kill myself to avoid the pain. If it's trouble, I'll kill myself to avoid the dishonor.

I need a way to sever my ties to that account on that website, and to that AIM account. Is there a proxy that will do that with an account that already exists?

What have I gotten myself into?

Somebody tell me how to get myself out of it before it's too late!

What are the chances of getting caught?

I posted this in another section, but I think it belongs here. I need help!

I'm so frightened! I don't wanna die...

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Apparently not. Well, I severed all my ties to that site and that account. Never again will I set foot there. I guess I went a little bit overboard. But that's just it. I don't know how to think straight under pressure.

Seriously, the last thing they're interested in is finding a 14 year old boy talking about sexual stuff over AIM that involves pee-pee

I just typed some slightly suggestive stuff while pretending to be a girl.

What the hell?

I think you need counseling, doing things like that seems more than strange...way more than strange.

The part which really seemed odd (that being the nice way to say it) was:

I'm so frightened! I don't wanna die...

Which I also think is what generate the lol, even from me.

EDIT:

Seriously, the last thing they're interested in is finding a 14 year old boy talking about sexual stuff over AIM that involves pee-pee

Seconded...to a point. I am too tired to get into it the moment (5:00AM).

Let me tell you something Animefan.

First, I reaaaaally think your just overreacting over saying some things while pretending to be a girl.

Hell, if THAT got people arrested, I'd be in prison for life.

First off, when I was younger, I pretended to be a girl and CYBERED with a guy for a few months on a LARGE MMORPG site, and that was quiet a few years ago.

If people were sent to jail for just  this, the little 13 year olds that pretend to be girls on World Of Warcraft that cyber for gold would be in big trouble, because there is a LOT of them.

A LOT of people would be sent to jail from the stuff humans do, hell, when I was in the movie theater today, this guy was FINGERING his girl friend in the seats behind us, but I didn't find out until my soon to be father said that he saw it, and yet he didn't complain.

Trust me, you'll seriously be fine if you didn't do anything too sexual, don't worry about it.

[Even though this is "Resolved" I just had to tell you that]

I guess I feel better now.

But I am never doing that again. It didn't feel right, and it didn't really do anything for me either.

And while even I can agree that I do need counseling, I can't submit myself to it because doing so would mean having to tell my dad that there's a REASON for me to need counseling. Not only that, but I don't want to be declared crazy and lose my right to fire arms when I'm 21.

Yes. Unfortunately, I have to just learn to control my urges and be SELECTIVE about the methods used to appeal them.

Am I to say this would be a lesson for you to learn not to go to places like that & pretend to be something your not? 


Well, the only thing you can expect would be a lot of flames . . . . I didn't get much but I would say that if you don't feel right about it, then don't do it again =X

Will you stop if we say yes?


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then don't do it again =X

Yes, never again.

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And while even I can agree that I do need counseling, I can't submit myself to it because doing so would mean having to tell my dad that there's a REASON for me to need counseling. Not only that, but I don't want to be declared crazy and lose my right to fire arms when I'm 21.

I think you need counseling, doing things like that seems more than strange...way more than strange.

o_O Why do you need consulting >_> it a pretty normal thing to do , if everyone needed that for doing things like this on any instant messenger, phycs would be pretty more rich =/

I don't wanna die...

SOMETIMES I WISH I HAVE NEVER BEEN BORN AT ALLLLL

CARRY ON CARRY ON

AS IF NOTHING REALLY MATTERS

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Maybe instead of looking at porn on the internet, you should learn a bit about the legal system.

Am I to say this would be a lesson for you to learn not to go to places like that & pretend to be something your not? 

Was that just a general lesson or are you trying to tell us that you're not really a girl?
Or was that a stab at my actions on RMRK?

Nah, it's just a general lesson I'm sure. Everybody knows you're a girl, and I never pretended anything on RMRK.

Now, I'm not a therapist *I hate therapists actually* but I think I can help. Living with a pathological liar with supernatural abilities of manipulation and denial, I have some insight on how people tick. -_-

This may seem unrelated, but from what I've read you've had a lot of issues/crisis throughout your life. I may not be qualified, but I want to help, so answer me this:

When ever you fail at something, or don't do your best, what do you tell yourself?

When something like being rejected happens, what do you tell yourself?

How do you feel when you satiate your fetishes? For example, what kinds of thoughts go through your mind?

You don't have to answer anything if you feel uncomfortable about it, you can answer through PM or not at all.

A serious problem I have is procrastination (way unrelated, but I have a point). I don't procrastinate because I'm too lazy or anything similar to do the work. The problem, is I'm a perfectionist. When I have to do something, I expect from myself perfect results. Looking even deeper into the problem, I live by this equation - (Self worth = performance). I'm afraid that I won't be able to do perfectly or even decent on whatever I work on. If something I do is judged as average I feel even worse than the guy that just failed. So what I do, is I procrastinate, which creates what my mind perceives as a life or death situation which forces me to do the work and I don't worry about the outcome because with those circumstances there's no way I could have done my best, which breaks the equation of (Self worth = performance). Kinda like this - there's two buildings and a thin board connecting the two. I have to cross, and I want to cross the board perfectly without falling, but I'm afraid I can't so I just stand there. Now light the building on fire. I've GOT to cross and I don't really care how I cross, no matter how awkward, as long as I get to the other side.

Now, what I said may seem like I went off on a tangent, but my point is that sometimes things we say to ourselves can  subconsciously cause us to do things we don't want to do.

kill myself

ONLY WAY OUT.

kill myself

ONLY WAY OUT.

DO EEET