The nostalgia, to see this project here, my first and my so called 'Magnum Opus', It's been around Nine years, and 8 Months since I posted the first post; all the problems I had, and all the love and dreams I had on it, I poured my all into this project, I had gotten a lending hand every once in a while I was glad to have, and met wonderful people who helped me, either by putting their two cent, or helping me grow, I learn to map from a desire to make a great visual game, I learn to make my own Sprites when I was told I should stop asking and instead start making for myself, I poured myself onto this project, there where wonderful times, and people's replies kept me going, and there where also bad times, such as when certain trolls where bullying me, some members jumped in my defence of it, and a time I learn what happens when you try to take someone's idea when they told you not to, it moved me to make my own graphics, and change, this project have led me to grow and change, and even mature, and got me closer to rmrk, with my expectations growing higher and higher, but too much for one person to carry, even with every wall I kept been thrown at, I kept going, starting from either scratch or back again, I didn't stop, I never give up . . . . but as time went by, and I grew up, and graduated from University, I had grown up. I came with a promise to revive this, but that promise sadly, won't come true.
I'm sorry for anyone still expecting this project to come out of 'Development Hell', Truth be told, It's impossible for me to make restart this even from scratch, anything related to it had been lost around december, with ironically, my own computer. But really, 2012, I said I start bringing this dead horse back up, but you can't expect a dead horse to get up on it's knees or milking a cow who's already dry. It ain't happening, and much of the stuff I had has been lost.
I'm saying I'm officially saying, this Project is Abandoned, this ghost has haunted me for long, but Boe made me realize tonight, it's time to move on, and follow what I truly want to make. It's been a fun experience working for 7 or 8 years on this-(I actually have no idea how long it's been that I worked on this), it was a fun experience, and Everyone helped me, whether it was their two cents, or their encouraging posts, it helped me kept going, but the time is now I must move on, but I will not forget this experience, I will not forget, one line of this, not a day, will I regret this project been unfinished, I will always remember at the young highschooler who poured her love on this project thanks to the people she met in rmrk.
Thank you.
As of Today, 5:09 AM in Puerto Rico, August 5th, 2015, this Project has been declared, Abandoned.
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