Many of us, including myself, come and go all the time. So if you choose to stick around, it's all fine. And it shouldn't matter to you what we think about that. If you want to give this community another chance, go ahead, you're welcome to.
Believe me, we all tend to get the same treatment. And I prefer this any day to the bunch of ass-kissing hypocrites that you'll find in most other online communities.
We're the way we are here because we've been around for several years now. And as Jules said, it's like a family.
Either way, take care, and I hope you find a place suitable for you.