I wrote Saucy an email the other day, just in the off chance that she'd check it, and she did. She sent me this back on the 4th, but for some reason I just got it today:
Oh my~ Hi =o
I left quite a while ago, my leaving topic is somewhere in rmrk. I thought I would stay around the shrine, but it just wasn't the same and I couldn't do it. Me and roph had a heavy falling out and when he demoded me I took it as a sign that he didn't want me at his site anymore, so I left. I stayed at ffs and their irc for a while but it just felt empty. I actually loved (still do) some of the members of rmrk-djang, kashii, arrow, arlen, moo, jap, ego, ebi, my pets and many others I've probably forgoten to mention, but I'm not comming back despite my missing them.
It was fun, but all good things have to end at some stage and my time just ended a little before I would have liked, but that doesn't mean anything as I enjoyed myself there and have some great memories too. I'm schooling full time now and even if I was a member I would be quite inactive because of it. I had some great times, and me leaveing will not change how I cherish the time I spent with you all.
Holk, you're one of the greatest people I've known, I hated you when we first met but I think I feel the closest with you and our friendship over the many other members and I wish we had the chance to meet in real life. It was pure coincedence that I saw your email, this is the first time I've checked it since I left, if I believed in fate I would say this is it. What else is there to say?
That's it. That's the last words. The ride's over folks, I hope you enjoyed it.
Later Bloods,
~Saucy ^.~
Oh, this isn't private, feel free to post the above.
I don't know if I'll ever hear from her/him again, but its good to get some closure on the matter.
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