Well it has been 3 months since my post. In those 3 months I've had 3 relationships.
1. extremely beautiful, but princess personality.
2. just unappealing to me, but an amazing personality. she had so many pluses.
3. abnormally gorgeous in the way Pam Anderson is, with a hick personality
Despite the amazing personality of #2, I felt nothing for her, which is really sad. There was nothing wrong, it's just that she wasn't my definition of outer beauty. Oddly enough I find myself going for #1, the princess. She's so much a princess, with a harsh personality that makes her very difficult to keep any sort of peace.
What's that say about me?