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[psychologist]
saucy cant bear that blizzard just doesnt care. its hard for her to accept that he doesnt want anything to do with her, but its even harder to accept that he doesnt even care
if he was even little bit angry at her he would at least talk to her and if he talked to her she could try to "patch it up" maybe. but blizzard doesnt want to talk. he just tried to ignore her, but he has a hard time with this because she doesnt let him
saucy somehow has to get into a conversation with him. thats what she always tries. as soon as blizzard mentions her or says something to her she has to respond so she can get him talk somehow
maybe she does it under-consciuosly (sp?) or maybe on purpose. shes the only who knows
every time blizzard does something saucy tries to see the reason that he did it because of her. she tries to hide this but not very succesfully. now where she is a mod she can do it even easier. she just says blizzard made a mistake and she had to do it (like deleting a "spam" post). if she was "deleting spam" she should delete the half topic.
another example:
she locked the topic where blizzard asked what did he wrong just to keep him posting. she knows blizzard wont take this just like that and if he posts a new topic this would make saucy think that he cares but everything just gets worse because blizzard posted out of another reason: saucy treats (sp?) him unfair
but here is the real problem:
saucy is too proud to admit that she was being so low to keep on insulting blizzard
i went through older posts and i never found posts so much intense by her. yes i read the topic where they argued (and wasted much time...) but i see blizzards point and i agree. i imagined how i would react and to be honest i would have stopped somewhere at page 2 and would have been even more angry. i guess blizzard was hoping she would stop
even now she is too proud to admit she was insulting him. she never even tried to apologize because she obviously thinks that she is right, but as there is no right or wrong here... she was very offensive to blizzard and blizzard took it personal
blizzard told me that he wouldnt have taken it so personal if he didnt have a chat with saucy to stop being personal. but they did talk about it and they agreed to stop being personal. blizzard stopped (whoever has read it except me, it is that "life has shit on you" part - its a german "saying" (sp?) i should know
) but saucy didnt stop
saucy says that blizzard blocked her on msn but thats not true. she blocked blizzard. he says to me that he cant see her on when we are both on when i say to him that i can see that shes on. he doesnt even care enough to block her
thats sad. they were so good friends (from what i can tell from older posts) well actually he said he never blocks ppl...
im not saying that she didnt attack his religion. but she was insulting him, too because he has a religion and thats why blizzard kept defending: to justify (sp?) his belief
soon he realized its pointless. saucy would just keep insulting so he stopped it
[/psychologist]
3 years of psychology in gymnasium payed out
in the end saucy is the only one who can fix this because blizzard doesnt care. lol, he doesnt have to. i wouldnt care, too. if somebody who i called a friend starts insulting me so much i would say him "fuck off and leave me alone" i might forgive him if he said he was sorry, but thats another story (lol, rhymes)
i am only wondering if its still not too late. in every human there is a border how much he can take before the "point of no return" is reached.
i was first very surprised how he could stay so cold (lol, blizzard!) even if they were good friends, but after i read the topic i understood how he was able to stay so cold...
and sorry for my engrish
i really need to learn good punctation (sp?) and spelling (and i guess good use of time in sentences, too... and good capitalization... (sp?))
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oh one more thing:
saucy starts to overreact because it just doesnt work out how she wanted. shes going extreme now because she has the power. its slowly turning into "if i cant have him, nobody can!"
its funny, this would end with just one "im sorry"
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[edit2]
omg! i dont have even 10 posts and i made a big post like this!
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